under construction

if everyone’s waitin fer the right one, who’s lookin fer who? +scratches head+

when my mum asked where i wanted to go fer a vacation, i hurriedly answered, dumaguete. she was kinda stunned when she got my answer, but relieved.. in exchange to a visit to singapore and malaysia, mum was really relieved. haha!

it’s the first time in seven years tat im gonna visit silliman. im excited as hell.. there was tis one girl who caught my eye in tat place, once when i was younger, more gullible, uglier and a lot thinner. lots has changed since tat time though.

how would she react if she’d see me like this? haha. (i hope somethin changed). She was the first, actual girl i courted. she was everythin a guy would dream of.. smart, fit, kind-hearted and beautiful. she’d wear her long black hair differently each day, and everyday, (cliche but true) she takes my breathe away. i loved her even right before she knew me. heee. she never took notice though. to her, i was the weird, creepy guy who sends flowers every week from august to october. i was part of a groupie. a total nerdo… but still, she was kind enough to entertain me, more like a consolation prize, i was happy though.. real happy to have talked to her. of course, as one would expect, she was a target.. ahem.. THE target of the most popular guys in campus.. they had the upper hand. eventually, the basketball player, the fraternity leader, the rotc commandant were priority.. then i faded away. but i kept my feelings towards her.

i really haf no idea how tis revolution started, but i vowed to make myself a better person, tat everytime i get refused, i’d make more effort to get accepted. everytime fall down, i’d contineously stand up, stronger than before. you get the picture..

so yea.. now im excited to see tat girl. i want to show her how i’ve grown.. and maybe show her how i’ve changed… and maybe, wit some stroke of luck, date her. i’ve waited seven years to have the guts to approach her.. i wun let this chance go by.. so yea, if your reading this, wait fer me? i know i said i’ll just drop by your workplace, but neh.. i’ll ask u to lunch. WHEW!