bad trip. not-so-blind date.

tis happened way back.
hafen't really been dating much since ceejae.
months even.
those were the times when i was such a gym rat.
it helped wit the heartbreak. hah.
dating slipped my mind really.
not until krishna, the receptionist,
started forwardin messages from tis girl.
i never gave tat much attention to it,
but then it became more frequent.
i got curious, and asked krish to point her out from the crowd.
unfortunately, she gets out, by the time she gets in. bummer.
later on, eager as hell, i agreed to a blind date tat weekend.
krish gave our numbers to each other.
hmmmm.
still, i had doubts.
some rats in the gym told me she was pretty.
a bit chubby though.
but still pretty.
hehe.
then saturday came.
reservations in a bistro. like 400 bucks per head.
followed by a film.
at least tat was the plan.

she approached me and asked, "are you louie?"
i said yes, "are you toooooot!!!?" (haha. i think she's here)
stood up, to grab her a seat.
she said thank you.
hmmm. pretty indeed.


face of an angel.


chubby? yea, kinda.


she asked me to order fer both of us,
so i did.
"t-bone steak and fillet mignon fer the lady"
"medium rare please"


the conversation din go quite well.
every time i gave a compliment,
she'd intercept wit somethin negative bout her body and weight.
it was ok the first 2 times,
but it got old, and i got pissed.
hehe.
talk bout insecurities.


when i was done eatin,
i noticed only a quarter of the hearty portion of the steak was eaten.
holy quacomoli!!
and she had extra rice!
furck tat.

kung alam ko lang na ganun, eh di nagPENONGS na lang sana kami!
all you KAN-ON pa dun.
sheeeet!
talk bout feeding your insecurities.
haha.
chubby? more like chuboy!


"are you gonna finish tat?", i asked.

so i did.
no more film fer you.
no more second date too.


tsk tsk
bad trip.