i fear ( a repost)

i fear

Too shy to be myself,
For I have the fear of being noticed.
Too sensitive to break someone’s heart,
For I have the fear of anger.

Too proud to say I’m sorry,
For I have the fear of giving in.
Too curious just to lay back and watch,
For I have the fear of missing out.

Too weak to show my strengths,
For I have the fear of envy.
Too embarassed to say what I feel,
For I have the fear of mockery.

Too scared to do the wronG thinG,
For I have the fear of punishment.
Too dreamy to think about real life,
For I have the fear of reality.

Too emotional to be in love,
For I have the fear of rejection.
Too worried about my health,
For I have the fear of pain.

Too cowardly to be brave,
For I have the fear of getting hurt.
But to sit down and write you a poem, my love,
I have no fear of thoughts.